I have been working little by little on the clutter. I am making progress. It is slow but sure. Today I came to the realization that if I really want to have my life and my home back, I may need more help. I contacted one of the cleaning resources in my area to ask about coming into my home to do an estimate. This is scary for me. I could use a little encouragement. I want to be able to do it all by myself. I don't want to give up any control. I don't want my neighbors to realize what is happening. I'm not sure I'm ready.
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